A whirlwind

It's my third week of summer and I don't know how that happened. First week was UT orientation and it was so great and I got so stoked and met new friends. And last week, I spent a good portion of it taking my room down and putting stuff in boxes so it could be staged because we're trying to sell our house. I've been trying to get a job and no one is hiring and the people that are hiring are so scatterbrained and disorganized about it that I might not even get a paycheck until mid July.

I don't feel any different

I go back to school tomorrow to start my last ever semester of high school. My mom keeps asking me questions about college and if I'm so excited, and I really am, but I just feel stuck. I have so much I want to do and so much that I don't want to leave behind and I'm not ready to live this next semester fully in the present like I want to.


2012 so far:


angst
food
falling in love

Starting now

I'm so excited to be part of this blogger family! I've been wanting to blog for a while, but I've been busy. So busy, in fact, that all writing has stopped. No journal entries or letters have been written in so long, so I'm starting new and I'm starting here. Today I want to: 

• Be at home 
• Be with Emily 
• Make an apple pie 
• Sleep 
• Knit 
• Take a bubble bath 
• Make some money 
• Figure out what the hell an integral is 
• Workout 
• Do anything

but starting something feels good too.

Love Maggie