Friday, October 19, 2012
I should've gone home for my high school homecoming. My girlfriend won homecoming queen and I had to hold back tears when my mom told me because I am so so sad that I wasn't there. I'm so proud of her and I know that she deserves it more than anyone ever in the world, and so many wonderful things happened to her tonight and everyone is just so proud and loving. And I wish I could've been there to hug her and cry because she's so beautiful and I wish that I could say "EVERYBODY, SHE'S MY GIRLFRIEND" and I just love her so much and I don't know what to do. I love her and this distance is killing me because I don't want to miss a thing. And I just need a hug.